Fun dream

I had a dream last night that I hope comes true but at the same time doesnt. I dreamt that Lexi came to us on Dec.21. As some of you know, this isn't a great day for me. I have lost three people that meant a lot to me on this exact day. Also, it is a day that I saw my Grandma Holt for the last time. I want this dream to come true because it will be cool to have something good happen to me on this day but at the same time Lexi will be like 3 weeks early. She was healthy and everything so there is no worries there. The hardest thing is just knowing that she might come to us early. I would love for her to be here early but it would make that a very special day for me. I guess we will see what happens.